catchthewave's Diaryland Diary

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2007-02-19 - when there's nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.
2007-01-30 - live through this, and you won't look back.
2005-07-31 - -
2005-05-28 - -
2005-05-23 - -
2005-05-10 - how sweet it is.
2005-04-27 - in transmission.
2005-04-26 - -
2005-04-21 - -
2005-04-17 - babbbyy
2005-04-16 - you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
2005-04-03 - watch me die
2005-03-27 - she said i'd like it to snow
2005-03-14 - fuck
2005-03-07 - something in the way she moves...
2005-03-03 - bulimic rainbows vomit what?
2005-03-01 - -
2005-02-23 - i try but i'm not convincing.
2005-02-22 - carve your name into my arm
2005-02-16 - the alpha waves and power cables everywhere.
2005-02-14 - cunt
2005-02-09 - danielle needs to grow some balls.
2005-02-07 - i want to be your new big nothing..glowing on a silver screen.
2005-02-03 - choke on this
2005-01-23 - you broke my cd jewel case.
2005-01-23 - you broke my cd jewel case.
2005-01-09 - i'm not your star.
2005-01-07 - down on your knees...be a bitch for meeeee
2005-01-06 - don't call my name out your window, i'm leaving
2005-01-05 - matchbook romance<3
2005-01-05 - so this is a new year..
2005-01-05 - i know you know everything
2005-01-05 - yay for wishlists
2005-01-03 - i'd burn alive to keep you warm
2005-01-01 - take a breath and close your eyes
2004-12-28 - choking on your alibis
2004-12-24 - its to dying in another's arms, and why i had to try it
2004-12-06 - baby, it's the beer that's smiling
2004-09-18 - was his demise so carefully constructed?
2004-10-19 - those words at best were worse than teenage poetry.
2004-10-18 - smile. cut it up.
2004-10-15 - they'll never hurt you like i do.
2004-10-13 - i broke both my legs falling for you.
2004-10-11 - separate the space...between love and lies
2004-09-28 - my heart bleeds no more
2004-09-18 - i think i've found my better half.
2004-09-07 - its hard to swallow with your hands around my throat
2004-08-24 - all hail the heartbreaker
2004-08-21 - burn your bridges
2004-08-18 - ambulance vs. ambulance
2004-08-13 - speak to me, tell me somehting so typical
2004-07-28 - from up here.
2004-07-20 - hand held in yours and those icy blues
2004-07-18 - -
2004-07-10 - a crack in the porcelin
2004-06-20 - this love..is murderous
2004-06-07 - -
2004-06-07 - -
2004-06-07 - i hang like a star, fucking glow in the dark
2004-06-05 - stare into a cloud
2004-06-02 - i'd burn alive to keep you warm
2004-05-31 - don't call my name out your window, i'm leaving.
2004-05-28 - everything was perfect from far away
2004-05-26 - you say \"we're only friends..\" yeah real good friends, i bet i bet
2004-05-25 - and we could talk all night, and you would sing me lullabys
2004-05-23 - -
2004-05-21 - -
2004-05-18 - such great heights come down now
2004-05-16 - lipgloss and letdown
2004-05-11 - tuesday wednesday break my heart
2004-05-05 - rip this page from the history book
2004-04-30 - it's all out of love
2004-04-23 - drowning in a self induced confusion
2004-04-19 - oh don't let me drown
2004-04-17 - intrusion
2004-04-16 - anything you ask for
2004-04-15 - doesn't mean that i can't dream about you
2004-04-13 - give all idiots a brand new religion
2004-04-10 - well i got something to say..
2004-04-09 - love is a many splendored thing
2004-04-07 - i remember i was told a story of dried flowers, velvet, and candlewax
2004-04-03 - we got older but we're still young
2004-04-02 - i guess that all you've got is all you're gonna get
2004-04-02 - is there anything
2004-04-01 - 7 foot
2004-03-31 - it's obvious
2004-03-28 - if it's not keeping you up nights, then what's the point?
2004-03-23 - all i ever wanted
2004-03-23 - don't matter as long as it's dead
2004-03-21 - this is a stupid emo entry
2004-03-19 - -
2004-03-18 - nicer than that
2004-03-17 - inhale
2004-03-15 - i'm just too scared of this life that's in front of me
2004-03-11 - she said you gotta be honest
2004-03-11 - randommm
2004-03-11 - role-playing
2004-03-11 - umm bio. :-/
2004-03-10 - extras
2004-03-09 - but I know you
2004-03-08 - morningstar
2004-03-06 - toucan sam d-signs
2004-03-04 - ...
2004-03-04 - cronies?
2004-02-29 - -
2004-02-28 - i learned from you it's true
2004-02-28 - you thought
2004-02-27 - while i wait there
2004-02-26 - -
2004-02-19 - slowly i am swept away
2004-02-19 - i'm due for a miracle
2004-02-15 - my hopes are so high
2004-02-15 - so won't you
2004-02-14 - i'm reading here these letters to you
2004-02-11 - pushed me up against the wall
2004-02-11 - -
2004-02-09 - Yeah. Um...
2004-02-09 - everything you do
2004-02-07 - in the face of change
2004-02-06 - woosh
2004-02-06 - tipsyy
2004-02-05 - -
2004-02-03 - don't read this entry...really.
2004-02-03 - step down
2004-02-02 - sing the sorrow
2004-02-01 - for now
2004-02-01 - on the car ride home you tell me...
2004-01-31 - rain rain down
2004-01-31 - -
2004-01-30 - -
2004-01-29 - it would be nice
2004-01-28 - !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2004-01-28 - the entry on diaryland with the word \"things\" in it the most.
2004-01-27 - hear your voice of treason
2004-01-25 - poisonous
2004-01-24 - one of these days
2004-01-24 - it's in the air
2004-01-23 - i'd ask if you'd feel the same
2004-01-22 - and thats all there is to it
2004-01-22 - done
2004-01-17 - yes kids, my day was fucking fabulous
2004-01-16 - all this time
2004-01-15 - silence
2004-01-12 - shakeitlikeasaltshaka
2004-01-10 - -
2004-01-09 - are we all victims of oppurtunity?
2004-01-08 - hold on to the air that cool you
2004-01-08 - more nights of hugging my pillow
2004-01-08 - addicted
2004-01-06 - without you here
2004-01-06 - untitled avenue.
2004-01-05 - the one desire
2004-01-05 - i don't wanna know
2004-01-03 - word
2004-01-03 - -
2004-01-03 - ...
2004-01-02 - \"be brave be strong\"
2004-01-01 - you
2004-01-01 - sweet dreams
2003-12-30 - excuse me, what's your name?
2003-12-29 - relapse
2003-12-28 - -
2003-12-28 - the emotion that makes you weak
2003-12-27 - don't let me drown
2003-12-26 - -
2003-12-25 - tears that burn won't bring you back
2003-12-25 - 100 times a million
2003-12-24 - Please take your hands from my neck, let me get just one more breath, and with this breath I will blow you away.
2003-12-22 - i hate everything about you
2003-12-22 - cinematic drama
2003-12-21 - give me one more breath
2003-12-21 - so was his demise carefully constructed?
2003-12-20 - these are the screams
2003-12-20 - regardless
2003-12-19 - im going under
2003-12-17 - bleh
2003-12-16 - i'll take you on
2003-12-11 - not like i need them, because i don't
2003-12-10 - until the cards unfold
2003-12-09 - you're clever
2003-12-08 - i lay me down tonight, much further down
2003-12-07 - everyone is sorry except the one person that i wish was
2003-12-07 - -
2003-12-07 - i promise i will take you there
2003-12-07 - how can i stand by you, when your repelling me?
2003-12-05 - \"how does it feel to know i still want you?\"
2003-12-02 - stay happy
2003-11-30 - \"pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him out of your head\"
2003-11-23 - swear by my heart
2003-11-22 - you make me complete, you make me completely miserable.
2003-11-22 - i'll see you on the dark side of the moon
2003-11-22 - but nobody does
2003-11-22 - we're all just prisoners here in our own device..
2003-11-22 - and you're walking...
2003-11-20 - why you want to break my heart
2003-11-20 - come back to me.
2003-11-20 - -
2003-11-20 - gotta have faith...(scream)
2003-11-19 - oh i think it would be nice.
2003-11-19 - eh.
2003-11-19 - something unpredictable
2003-11-18 - stop it come on you know i can't help it
2003-11-18 - stop it come on you know i can't help it
2003-11-18 - -
2003-11-18 - don't bother angel, i know exactly what goes on
2003-11-18 - grrr. mmmkay
2003-11-17 - another venting session, here we go again.
2003-11-15 - its your favorite song....
2003-11-15 - i never lied to you. i never lied to you. i never lied to you. if you could slit my throat, with my one last gasping breath, i would apologize for bleeding on your shirt. and i would. i would. i would.
2003-11-14 - its not my style...
2003-11-13 - can't stop this, anymore than you can....well i can't regret it, can't forget it.
2003-11-11 - did i ever tell you that everything i learned about breaking hearts i learned from you?
2003-11-09 - -
2003-11-08 - So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious
2003-11-06 - it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold.
2003-11-05 - laid back..
2003-11-04 - i keep on runnin back to you
2003-11-04 - caramel crunch
2003-11-02 - in and out
2003-11-01 - transplants
2003-10-31 - give me.
2003-10-30 - -
2003-10-28 - while i wait there...
2003-10-27 - goodnight
2003-10-25 - -
2003-10-25 - not the same as i used to be...
2003-10-24 - -
2003-10-23 - suga suga how ya get so flyyy
2003-10-20 - -
2003-10-19 - do you?
2003-10-18 - goals for now
2003-10-14 - ahh. getiing.ready.to.kill
2003-10-12 - everywhere to me...
2003-10-10 - -
2003-10-09 - -
2003-10-02 - i don't know what to type right here, so I am typing this.
2003-09-28 - -
2003-09-23 - -
2003-09-18 - in the zonnnneee
2003-09-17 - \"as far as i see, nothing's left in the cup. whole cup full of nothing...\"
2003-09-16 - i feel so angry. i feel so madddd
2003-09-15 - \"sometimes i wanna say whats on my, without sayin to much\"
2003-09-11 - i've been waitin for a good day.
2003-09-10 - :-)
2003-09-04 - i'd rather waste my time on you.
2003-08-31 - oh-oh
2003-08-25 - -
2003-08-21 - one worders?
2003-08-20 - \"why do we always want what we can't have?\"
2003-08-19 - -
2003-08-15 - please send me anything but signals that are mixed...
2003-08-15 - good or bad, happy or sad...
2003-08-14 - these are the best days of our lives...
2003-08-14 - and i dare you to regret...
2003-08-04 - understatement
2003-08-02 - this song is only wishful thinkin...
2003-07-22 - nothingness