catchthewave's Diaryland Diary

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its hard to swallow with your hands around my throat

i walked through the gate and first i saw brandon. and then i saw keith.

and then i saw you. and it was like my heart jumped but my stomach sank at the same time. or something.

you didn't say anything, which i was expecting although i would have wished otherwise. i know i shouldn't have cared.

but i cared..and i fell for you again, in a way.

and i got hurt.

again.

you would think after so many times i would see the pattern and do something different. ohh but no. i'm stubborn.

and thennnn you. oh please can i castrate you? or something? you sit there and talk shit about how i'm a fucking bitch and how i think i'm too cool now and you "MADE" me too cool and now i think i can get with the older guys, and then you walk up to me and try to make out with me??

aehaueahenkajeaehakema

fuckkk

last but not least...i miss you. more and more each time i see you.

3:38 p.m. - 2004-09-07

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